i remember his eyes full of rage.. his lips begging for a kiss.. my eyes.. bloody tears..his cold skin, black hair.... his whispers.. "i am here never let go".. holding him tight.. telling him " run away with me where the lost ones go " watching how his shadow was disappearing in front of me.. he is gone.. i am dead ..on my nightmares i can see him.. my blood running trough his hands.. whising for a kiss. take me.. love me.. hate me.. kill me.. never leave.. keeping his smell.. his presence next to me.. my vampire.. never leave my dreams.. never leave my thoughts.. my shadow.. keep eating.. hauting my soul.....let me torture myself with thy love.. forever...